keshi

new lj

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 20:55:47 GMT

k, i got a new lj account...scketch

add it if you want,
or don't. whatever.
i might still use this one sometimes, too.

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 04:39:59 GMT

And I hope things work out well for you
And I'm not coming back
You knew
All along you stole my best line
And you're right
You know I'd go to fucking Hell for you

There I go, believing you again
There I go, believing you again

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 03:21:21 GMT

uhg uhg ummmmmm yesss

i scrounged together 8 bucks in petty change.
i'm so poor.
i can't afford food, clothes, let alone my fucking cigarettes. i can't afford anything, i need a new job like nobody can ever know. but the eight bucks makes me happy, i'll stop at ray's on the way to my art exam tomorrow. it's way too expensive..fucking taxes don't make me want to quit, they just make people have less money for other shit.

i did dxm yesterday(i'm not stupid, i researched it and knew what i was doing first).
it was weird at first and i kind of figured out everything there ever was to know. i kind of talked to somebody who did everything but didn't know much at all. i was scared. i was overwhelmed. i loved it.
i'm not going to write the rest of it down though; it's personal.

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 19:33:32 GMT

hey, want to know the meaning of life?

the fucking meaning of life is to screw over as many people as you possibly can. then you have to bitch as much as possible when everyone else tries to do it to you.

don't mistake this for drama or anything, i'm actually not a depressed person.

i just find it funny that we're all goddamn scum.

think about it: to get ahead, somebody has to get behind

then one day we all balance out and die or something blah blah blah

today's like a blizzard, so my exam's moved to tomorrow.

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 03:21:37 GMT

i shouldn't post on people's ljs when im high

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 05:36:11 GMT

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
we need to make tshirts alright

jasmine says:
fuck yeah

jasmine says:
can we get them all professional

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
next time i see you we're hittin up michaels

jasmine says:
or should we just use fabric paint

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
oh fuck you ritzy bitch

jasmine says:
yeah paint

jasmine says:
hahhaa

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
i can ask ashley her dad runs a screen printing press

jasmine says:
i think it woul dbe cool if we made tons and got them all.. yeah!

jasmine says:
and then had "junior" members of the crew and people could pay us for the fuckin shirt

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
hahaha they wish they were as cool as us

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
we need real cool names tho

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
theres only two people...we can add a few more i guess

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
but we get to feed them weird shit, thats the rule

CCREW KICKS YOUR ASS says:
and we're totally the presidents

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 12:38:19 GMT

WHOA DUDE winter's starting, what the fuck.

school today...eh

ps. i got all my hair chopped off.

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 10:04:56 GMT

I saw the producers today, it was REALLY GOOD. so good i had to capitalize that.

I'm in a pissy antisocial mood today... some people called while i was in toronto but i didn't want to call them back. i will tomorrow, which is stupid because i still have to figure out my new year's plans.

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 18:30:09 GMT

these dudes(and a chick) are amazing. go listen.

http://www.theredlightsting.com

...

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 15:07:17 GMT

i think i'm maybe a masochist
not sexually, though.

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 09:29:36 GMT

that was a sad, sad post.

an ode to kitty

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 09:29:06 GMT

i love my cat so fucking much
nobody in this world comes even close to being as cool as her.
she's a cat so she really doesn't care all that much about me as long as she has food but fuck i trust her more than my family. most of my friends. not that i don't trust my friends, but i guess i just have a hard time trusting people.

i've cried in front of her more than anyone else.
she's kind of like a journal

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 04:52:48 GMT

Advanced Big Five Personality Test Results

Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Gregariousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Activity Level	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Excitement-Seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Cheerfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	59%
Trust	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Modesty	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Friendliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Self-Efficacy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Neatness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Achievement	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Self-Discipline	\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	31%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Anger	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Depression	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Self-Consciousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Immoderation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Vulnerability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Artistic Interests	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Emotionality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Liberalism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%

Take Free Advanced Big 5 Personality Test

honestly, this is the most honest i have ever been on a test. and i think these are the most accurate results i've ever gotten...reading the explaination of my scores makes me seem like a pretty crap person, but there's not much i can do about that. at least not now.

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 06:04:00 GMT

ah, fuck.
this friday is the big y sponsorship show...boys night out, silverstein, fullblast, pettit project, 11 minutes away ...at the polish hall.

and i just spent my 8 bucks of ticket money on a pack of cigarettes. fuck fuck fuck dumbass

Sun, 07 Dec 2003 05:51:19 GMT

damn straight.

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 06:08:31 GMT

Anyone else's lj friends page being a giant bitch? I dunno what's up with it.
Today was alright. Was running late for fifth, and I had to go down early to work in the art room anyways, so I just skipped and hung out in a hall I guess.(i should probably go to that class more often.) Considering I didn't get to school until halfway through 3rd period, I didn't have much class today. eh.

anyways the reason is apparently playing with bigwig on thursday, at AFBar in Hamilton, and since I don't even have school on friday I'm just gonna go in for the show and find somebody's house to crash at. then maybe go visit highland during the day, we'll see. should be a good weekeeeend.

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 08:34:21 GMT

holy crap, everyone listens to silverstein now. i remember when they were just local. fucking weird. vagrant records though, i guess that's why.

bed.

again(photo)

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 06:24:50 GMT

again
mirror self portrait, how quaint.

stayed alive and i find you (photo)

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 05:54:47 GMT

so you want to see me?

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 06:47:14 GMT

blarg blagr blajgkj life is good. :)

Thu, 27 Nov 2003 05:44:31 GMT

Today I realized that Kazaa wasn't working because of something-or-other about all the music files I had. So I deleted them. every. single. one. 3616 files, 16.5GB.

hah... now i have no music. eden is a sad girl.

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 07:33:21 GMT

stretched my ears to 8g on saturday.

listening to weezer because i haven't in a while. plus spiderman is on, and i mean actual, old-school spiderman. it's pure corn. love.

i find this picture so fucking hot. i love the suits.

hi refused<3

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 09:33:24 GMT

sewing is really, really hard. just.
bah.

photos

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 05:02:11 GMT

last week i think.

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 04:33:05 GMT

yay, weekend is gonna rock. i'm at my dad's in ancaster, which means dundas. redlight show is tomorrow, so if i can get money then me and jaz or whoever are gonna get some boozage...only problem is shoulder-tapping. shitty.